So, my boyfriend is teaching me a lesson by not talking to me as much and giving me the cold shoulder after i dumped him over impulsive reaction. The next day after the stupid action, I wento went over to his house and brought him his favorite food, sincerly feeling sorry and he said that he will not forgive me now because I will keep doing it again.

My SO has been in a on and off 5 year relationship before and he sounded like he is teaching me for the bettering of our relationship. I told him that "Im sorry and it will not happen again" and he said, "Ive heard that before." And then said, "I will not forgive you right now, for what, so you could do it again."

It feels like its a good thing but at the same time its not because I was truly sorry and will never do it again because I have been through that as well and I knew I was wrong, It feels like he doesnt trust me because of his past experience. The good thing about it is that he is doing it for the sake of having a healthy relationship but what if im just getting hurt from the way he is acting and I just want to stop kissing his butt?

I realized I truly love him and do not want to lose him and I pretty much know he loves me as much as I do but the whole lesson thing is almost killing me.

Any help?